I got a job at CitiGroup. I'm a student loans collector. I make decent money. $12.21 an hour plus commission. However, I don't want the job anymore. I didn't realize how hard it was going to be to leave my baby with some random people. I don't want to leave my daughter a daycare. I say this as a slap her hand for being whiny. lol. Anyway, I don't want to go eight and a half hours a day without seeing her, then another 3 hours while I go to school. It's too fucking depressing. Sure, the money is going to great, but what's really fucked up is I have to pay for mine and her health insurance AND her daycare. I can understand paying for her daycare since it's my choice to go back to work. However, what the hell is up with me paying for healthcare when I'm married to a guy in the military who can get some of the best coverage in the US? If not the best?
Blah. Anyway. I'm irritated, sad and just down. Maybe I'll do a vlog later if I can figure out how to make this camera work on the laplop.
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